Lauren London still can't get over the death of Nipsey Hussle. "It's something that will continue forever," she said during an interview with E! News. The actor — who's gearing up for the release of her latest Puma collaboration — opened up about her healing process and why it's been a constant uphill battle for her. "Healing is not like a straight arrow: It goes up and down, so I don't think that I am done with anything," she told the outlet. 

In addition, London confessed that she couldn't comprehend how something like this happened to her family and spent years searching for answers. "I used to always pray for understanding, and now it's the overstanding," she added. "It is the bird's eye view of it all." In July, London sat down for an emotional interview on the "Angie Martinez IRL" podcast to discuss life after Hussle. "I feel like God dropped the ball on me," she revealed. "I took [his death] real personal." 

London also explained falling into a deep depression and how difficult it was for her to do everyday tasks. However, her two sons helped her through such a dark time, and were the reason she pulled through. "My kids deserve happiness. My kids deserve a very happy mom," she told Martinez. "They deserve joy. Why would I rob them of that?" 

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